Friday, June 26, 2009

There's a dream of someone...




Never give up. Life is what you make of it and the chances we take and the choices we make will determine the kind of life we are destined to live.

Having had my heart broken has brought about more blessings than I can ever imagine. For one, it has brought me closer to Jesus. It is one thing to say how good God is, but it is another thing to get up in the morning and be able to say, "i love you, Father God" and really mean it from the bottom of your heart. I never believed I would reach a point in my life where I could appreciate God and realize how I'm blessed with so much wisdom and understanding, but I do now.

Having gone through the pain of shedding the most bitter tears from losing a baby has also made me discover how strong I am in the face of adversity and tragedy as long as I am open to all the lessons and apply them through each experience.

I have learned to be calmer no matter what, to be kinder, compassionate and more patient towards everyone. Traits that I could only wish for in the past.

I am far from ready in getting into another relationship. I am afraid that It will hurt the same way it did. But I have not turned cynical about love nor on the possibility of falling in love again.

If two individuals are truly meant to be together, I believe their joy will be complete and they will be an inspiration to each other to become better people while the love they have for each other will permeate all throughout their lives and on the lives of even their children's chidren. God has to be in the center of the relationship for it work out, for the marriage to be blissful.

There's a dream of someone far away. And each time he comes to mind, I see clearly that the odds are high and it seems as if I'm reaching for the stars, but then again, I believe God will make it happen and he will turn my way if it's truly meant to be.

His Will be done.

Everything starts with God and ends with God.